If you are an ENTP is it easy to make friends? And why? I need to know why please

Does this seem like nobody wants to be your friend because you are
freaking smart and people don't want smart asses as a friend, and
people tend to put you down because you are extremely smart. And the
person that is an ENTP notices it just by looking at you; but the ENTP
does not want to react to the situation and when people talk on them
they tend to take it in with anger and it builds up in them, put they
know how to squash the anger and when things go right for them they
will know that something wrong is coming up shortly like having bipolar
disorder or multiple personality and much more to say about ENTP's

I wish my life was like George Bailey in "It's a Wonder Life" the movie starring James Stewart. He had a lot of friends when he was young and at the end of the movie when things starting going down the hill for him all his friends and people he helped along the way gave him money; and he became the richest man in the town.

As an ENTP does it hurt when things go wrong with you?


Every morning you wake up being whole optimistic; and all of a certain
your parents or spouse start putting you down for the smallest dumb
thing. Does that make you sick to your stomach and how do you deal with
it. Because for me I sick and tired of living this type of life. When I
act all happy and joyous put deep down in my soul it feels like I am
dead to the whole world and alive in heaven with God being my father,
friend, teacher and whatever you want to call him. He is my 1 and only
pal on planet earth.

I will consider myself like Bruce Nolan in "Bruce Almighty" played by Jim Carrey. When it seems like everything was going wrong in Bruce Nolan's life, he started to blame God for  everything in his life. But he later on realized  that he had to focus on God and not the situation he was in. And also I would like to focus on Lewis Robinson in "Meet the Robinson". Which his motto is "Keep moving forward". Although I am pissed off with everything I do and people I am around instead of me focusing on those aspect of my life I keep on looking (and moving) forward not like Michael "Goob" Yagoobian that focused on the negatives in his and he built up the anger within him that made him look gross and irritable because he focus on the negatives in live and he used his past to fuel his future.

I do not like to be controlled; but I also do not mind to be controlled also but it has to be a very low control factor.

My formula for me in the aspect of control

1% of external control(authorian)+ 99% of internal control(me)= 100% Temitope Owosela

I will show respect before people the respect to me; I always love to be respected because first of all I will respect someone before I get respond back from them

My formula for my respectivity

Respect(you)+ Respect(me)+ Respect(another person)=Respectivity

All I want now is that somebody would give me a job; I am totally sick and tired of looking for a job, if I am sick and tired of looking for a job that means I am sick and tired of somebody trying to interview me for a job opportunity!!!  You either give me the job or not I honestly do not give a crap anymore I am sick and tired of all these bull crap that  people but me through in getting a job or anythinhg I would need and/or want in general!!!

Now people that think they know better than me, or claim that there life is better than mine. Think they are having their cake and eating it; and for me I am having my cake and not eating it. For what, they don't know is that I will take the pain in this stage of my life. But when the time should come, please and I say please don't come to me when I am eating my cake and having it because I have worked hard enough for it going through the roller coaster of emotions dealing with your hateful, prideful, self seeking actions you put me through because I will make sure I will fight with everything I got internally and externally. I honestly do not give damn care the hell you are. if you are stronger and bigger than the better. (Remember: the bigger you are the mightier you fall!!) remember that or else I will teach you. So, again I am reminding those of you standing in way I will attack like a snake(boa constrictor) attacking his prey. That means no matter how much you struggle, when the time should come you cannot struggle with me because I will most likely hurt you not to kill you (because I promise myself, and God that I will not lie, kill, steal from nobody). This is a fair warning because during the years to come I will make sure I will try to learn every form of martial arts there is in the world, so be careful with please I beg you in the name of Jesus Christ.

I am currently at Woodstock Job Corps in Woodstock, MD. This is the worst place to stay in. The reason why I am at the job corps center is that my parents forced me to join job corps because I was not doing well in college (Prince George's Community College). The reason why I was not doing well in the college for 2 years is because of my parents (especially my father) always naging at me over some stupid stuff. For example is creating my own website, watching too much television, etc and many other stupid small stuff. As I was growing up I am the only 1 out of 5 children that always get into trouble ( get beaten by a belt).That the reason me and my parents (especially my dad) will never get along. And because of that I do not respect the Nigerian Culture or anything that deals with Africa or the slavery shit. I often feel that the world is against me, and I am the only one going all the pain of the world. I seldom think of commiting suicide, but I do not take action on it because I know that I have a very great purpose in life.

I am sick and tired of how life is treating me as if I do not exist; as if I just came to planet earth to suffer and I would not cherish good time unless I am in school learning something. Which I should not be I would like to to enjoy life in school, home, church and everywhere I would step feet unto. I feel so depressed when I am writing these stuff down; and yes from time to time I often think that I am totally invisible that I wish I had never been born then for me to live a life of pure misery and depression.

I am sick and fucking tired of what people put me through, so therefore I demand respect from everybody(old and young) because age and experience is just a number. I do not give a fuck about how old you are or the more expericence you have more than me. Unless I act like a jerk which usual I do not unless I get really really piss about a person's behavior towards me.

It seems like my life is a controversy that is being set up by my parents and it seems like if I was not born that life would be much better; in a way I am considering whether I live or die. The only reason why I am still live is that I know I accomplish in life no matter what anybody says. So basically from the Simple plan song titled shut up. I expect every damn person that would not want success I do not give damn care if you love (or care about me); I want you all to keep your damn mouth shut and let me to my thing in life. I do not give a sorry ass care if you approve of it or not. Just keep your damn eyes open and see what I can do without your damn help.

My parents like to play this game: cat and mouse, where I am the mouse and they are the cat. And I will not allow that to happen. In these situation I will make sure that I play the bigger cat or I will play at the same level to see who will win the game. And, if I know myself I will create a way (non-violent) to win this game, and place them where they have to be in my life. Since they did not take that advantage when I was young, now I would to whatever I have to do. But if necessary try to build a strong relationship with them as far as my depression, anxiety and anger has dissipated.   

I would love to have people around me as far they would provide me a positive environment(which means no yelling, nagging, and nothing that would seems negative in my eyes). Unless I am doing something wrong. And I would judge if the negativity is neccassary and if it is not I would honestly swear to God I will just ingore you without considering your feeling about the situation.

All I want to do is to have fun I do not care if I am a year old trying to get the attention of my parents or a 10 trillion old man trying to get attention of everybody in the world. I would want to get everything I want from clothing to the best electronic device that would be designed on planet earth. For crying out loud is that to hard or to self-fish of me asking for these stuff; if it is then I plea guility of having a good life

Do not give this stupid phrase "I am smarter than you; because I have more life experience than you" look I give no damn if you are a year older than me or a 10 zillion years older than me to do me your damn rules and regulation. Still I will listen to certain stuff you will say. But if you tell I can't do something you are just wasting your breath because I swear to God Almighty that it will into one year and out of the other. If you do not like it screw you.

I will be very happy if a entertainment company can accept me to work in their company so, I am able to perform alot of duties that I will totally forget about my pain and sorrows of my past. So I can focus on my present and my future.

I hate when people think that I am imcompetent to things( because I can see it within their eyes, non-verbal communication skills around me and their pure evil criticism(Especially through my dad)), because of that I secretly get into a competition with that person and/or people that they think that they are better than me. And I know after I say game over I would know that these people I am competing with secretly will come to me crying their eyes out asking for help

My parents (and possibly other people as well) would  say I have a problem; which is true on my part. What I like is that they would focus on my problems and they would miss their problems in front of them. For me I will always find a way out while they are puzzled with they will do with me. although it is sad that my parents and other people will not care about their own problems. Although I will take the up; but it has to be on my own turf. Basically what I am saying is "my way or the highway" with my problems whether you want help me or not you have to do it my way or don't do it at all. Basically I know what is best for myself.

Since I am asking for things from people; and they expect me to fulfill certain expectation; now it's my turn to ask for certain expectation from other people; I really do not really give a fuck what people say or there non-verbal reaction to those expectation that I throw at them. If they decide not to give me what I want, I will find other ways (remember I will not lie, steal or kill to get what I want). I will ask nicely; and, if that does not work, I will persistently ask until they get sick and tired of hearing me and my needs and wants. Basically I am the type of guy that will do anything to get want I want in a non-constructive manner.

 

I hate bing compared to other people. If you want to compare me, comapare me to myself, and not the other way round it. I do not care if you like it or not. The most pathetic things that my parents expect for me is to be so happy, but they never gave me the opportunity to be happy. Why? Because everything I do it is always wrong, and I would always get critized over some dumb small fucking small stuff. That why I always avoid being near them, because if I stay anywhere from a feet near them I would always expect to be critizied over some dumb fucking stuff like I am the only 1 in the family that make mistakes. And the most fucking ass thing is that everytime I try to become successful there are always there to say that I am doing the wrong thing. I innocently wish that they were never my parents and they were never part of my life. My dad is a real dumb mother fucker!!!

When my life gets better which it will no matter whatever anybody says; I will try or at least to my best to write an autobiography about myself. If anybody want to write a biography about me or want to make a movie about my life please email me or call me and the information is on my contact page